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I HAVE PUT A BIT IF THOUGHT IN THIS,,,, JUST WHAT WILL I DO WITH MYSELF? I AM NOT WORKING,, MAN THIS WAS REALLLLY HARD TO FIGURE OUT THIS ONE,,,, CAN YA GUESS? THE COUPLE OF YOU WHO READ,, CAN YA ?? I HAVE DONE SO MANY THINGS THESE LAST FEW YEARS THAT I HAVE NOT HAD IN HOME DAYCARE,,, NOT BEING ABLE TO REALLY RETIRE LIKE I THINK GOD WANTS ME TO. TO JUST BE TO JUST "BE" I AM A PERSON WHO HAS TO BE DOING SOMETHING..EVERYTHING,,, IN ORDER TO BE WORTH ANYTHING. NEVER TO REST,, NEVER TO JUST SIT AND RELAX....SO THIS ONE TOO A BIT OF PRAYER AND THOUGHT,,, YOU JUST WAIT...
I WILL LET YA KNOW WHEN I WAKE UP AND GET BACK FROM TAKING THE GIRLS TO SCHOOL THANK YOU JESUS THERE IS SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!